I have written and deleted about 4 posts for today’s blog post. I have no idea why…but I have nothing to say. Well, that’s probably not true. I have things to say, I just don’t know how to say them. Does that ever happen to anybody else?
The truth is, it was a pretty crappy weekend. My nerves are shot. My emotions went up and down, up and down, like a yo-yo all weekend. It was annoying. Saturday night I was trying to console my crying child at a party and a lady came from the kitchen, grabbed her out of my lap, and then walked away so that she could console her. Apparently she thought she could do a better job. That was extremely annoying. Today I had to go back to the doctor for a follow-up. I still can’t breathe right. That’s annoying too. I was going to post some photos of Zoe. But I took them on my phone and they’re pretty awful. Which is annoying because I bought this particular phone SOLEY for the camera. I called my insurance today to see if the sleep study that my DR wants me to do was covered. The machine answering said that my estimated wait time was 1 minute. Try 25. That was HIGHLY annoying. And then I went to Chick-fil-A for lunch before my DR appt, while still on hold with the insurance company…and they said that my order wasn’t ready and could I please pull forward and wait. OH MY GOD. Then, because I had to wait, I was late for my DR appt…and, you guessed it, had to wait for 40 minutes to see the DR.
So, I’m just annoyed in general right now. Actually, not right now, but my nerves are still shot.
I think I’m going to call it a day, run upstairs and sneak in a shower while Zoe naps. Maybe do a mask, paint my toenails, and watch Lord of the Rings and unwind from the emotional stress of the weekend and the annoyance of today.
Tomorrow I’ll be in a much better mood…I promise!